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I’m Getting Views… So Why Do I Want to Quit YouTube?
What happens when your new YouTube channel starts receiving views—but there are still almost no likes, comments or feedback? In this video, I talk honestly about the confusing stage of being a small YouTuber: creating in the dark, questioning whether the content is worth anybody’s time, and wondering whether to keep going or give up. I explore: This is not a success story told from the finish line. It is an honest reflection from the uncertain beginning—when the channel is still developing, the audience is still unclear, and every upload feels like an experiment. Francois’ Footsteps is about the messy path from hiding to self-expression: starting late, creating before confidence…
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What Is Your Fear of Being Seen Really Trying to Tell You?
What is your fear of being seen really trying to tell you? For a long time, I believed I needed to feel confident, polished and completely ready before I could show up online. But waiting for confidence often becomes another way of staying hidden. In this video, I explore the fear of being seen, the fear of judgment and the uncomfortable reality of putting yourself out there before you feel ready. I talk about: • What may be hiding beneath the fear of visibility• The fear of criticism, rejection and being misunderstood• Why we want to be seen without feeling vulnerable• The price of showing up—and the price of staying…
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Surrender Means Action: Stop Waiting & Start Creating
Many of us misunderstand the word “surrender.” We think it means passive waiting, hoping the right moment will magically appear. I spent four years waiting for that moment, and it never came. In this video, I share why true surrender is actually about taking soul-led action—moving out of the mind and into the body. I open up about my own journey of moving past the fear of being “not ready,” integrating my shadow, and finally starting my creative journey. If you’ve been feeling stuck, uninspired, or trapped by the need for perfection, this video is for you. Learn how to stop overthinking, tap into a true “flow state,” and reclaim…
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What I Learned with 0 Subscribers & 3 Uploaded Videos (The Truth About Starting)
What is it actually like to start a YouTube channel from scratch? In this video, I’m sharing my raw and honest reflections after uploading my first three videos with 0 subscribers. It’s easy to get caught up in analytics, but I’ve learned that the most important part of this early stage is the process—not the numbers. From overcoming the resistance to hit ‘record’ to the excitement of skill-building, I’m documenting the “cringy” beginning of my journey so I can look back and see how far I’ve come. In this video, I cover: Why you shouldn’t let analytics ruin your creative momentum.Understanding how the YouTube algorithm finds your audience.The importance of…
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Boost Your Energy & Vitality: My FIrst Custom Healing Frequency Experiment
Hi Tribe! 🌿 I’ve been diving into sound therapy lately, experimenting with creating my own custom healing frequency music specifically designed to boost Energy & Vitality. I would love to hear your experience with this track—did you feel a shift in your energy levels or focus? Your feedback helps me refine these for future uploads. Note: You might notice the frequencies become very subtle or seemingly inaudible during the last 30 minutes. While they may be quiet to the ear, the high-frequency layers should remain active and working. Frequencies featured in this track: 7450 Hz 9999 Hz 16334 Hz 19750 Hz EnergyBoost #Vitality #SoundHealing #FrequencyTherapy #EnergyHealing #VibrationalHealing #Biohacking #HolisticWellness #rifefrequency…
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Dolphin Spirit: Embracing Paradox
In this video, we dive into the message of the “Dolphin Spirit” card: “This and that are true.” It is a powerful reminder that our reality is rarely black and white, and holding space for paradox is a key part of our growth. To help you integrate this energy, I’ve prepared a special journal prompt for you to reflect on today. Journal Prompt: Think of a situation in your life where you feel stuck between two opposing viewpoints or emotions. Write down how it is possible for both perspectives to hold truth at the same time. Explore how releasing the need to choose “one” side allows you to find more…
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Squirrel Spirit: Believe in Yourself & Trust Your Abundance
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Squirrel Spirit: Believe in Yourself & Trust Your Abundance
In this video, we are diving deep into the meaning of the Squirrel Spirit card from the Spirit Animal Oracle deck by Colette Baron-Reid. Are you feeling called to focus on preparation, or perhaps you’ve been working too hard and forgetting to play? The Squirrel Spirit reminds us that we already have everything we need within us to thrive. This card is a beautiful sign of abundance, resourcefulness, and—most importantly—the power of believing in yourself. Journal Prompt for Reflection: “Where in your life are you currently gathering resources (skills, relationships, knowledge)? Write down a list of your inner strengths or a completed project you are proud of, and describe how…
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Too Many Mind: The Synchronization That Shook Me Awake
If you have been following my journey, you know I’m no stranger to the “messy middle”—that space between deciding to start something new and actually having the guts to show up. Lately, I’ve been wrestling with that exact friction. I’ve been trying to launch, to speak my truth, and to bridge the gap between my internal world and the external one. It’s been a cycle of overthinking, over-preparing, and inevitably, paralyzing myself. I thought I was just struggling with a bit of “creative block,” but then something happened that stopped me in my tracks. I stumbled across a video by Amanda from The Connected Conduit titled, “Don’t talk yourself out…
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The Shield Maiden’s Call: Why I’m Finally Starting at 44
I woke up at 3:30 AM this morning. I was well-rested, but the first thing I did was check my YouTube Analytics. No views. The familiar, stinging disappointment set in. The internal voice whispered, “Maybe you should just give up.” But this time, something felt different. Despite the silence on the screen, I felt a deep, grounded sense of commitment. I realized that I am finally ready to stick with something, even if the growth is agonizingly slow. The “Bootcamp” Phase Right now, my YouTube channel is in what I call the “bootcamp” phase. I’ve been struggling with my microphone settings, convinced that my budget gear is the reason I…
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Overcoming the Fear of Being Seen: My Journey Begins
For years, I’ve lived primarily inside the walls of my own mind. While I’ve always been able to play the “joker” in professional settings, showing up as my true, vulnerable self to strangers has felt like an insurmountable hurdle. That is, until now. Welcome to the beginning of my journey. I’ve decided to launch this channel not because I have all the answers, but because I am tired of letting fear dictate the terms of my life. The Catalyst: Facing the Tower In this week’s video, I pulled a card from the Tarot: The Tower. It couldn’t have been more fitting. The Tower represents sudden, necessary change—the destruction of old…
